This is one of those days where I wish I was no more. Where there are no more dependents, no more tax surprises, no more worrying about falling grades and college fees and expenses, utilities bills, mortgage payments, clean clothes and neat beds, no more being held responsible for behaviors I cannot control, when people will wake up because the one who has always been in the middle balancing it all is gone and they would have to be responsible for themselves.
I cry silently in solitude. The sky is crying with me but the tears and rain cannot ease the fear, pain and hurt.
My heart is broken in multiple pieces and my finances are in shambles. Take me away and let me rest. Please.
