Survival Sigh

In a bit of a panic mode.  Unexpected recent spend and recent deluge of hefty college and other expenses are making a very serious dent.  Nightmarish.  Including constant doubts about whether enough was set aside for one of the two constants, this having been the first year of full fledged residency.  May have to re-evaluate ability to do a cap reduction.  Wish the year can end on a more merry note.  Worry and fright.  Happiness hormone, anyone?